The Second Chakra- Journaling- Gratitude..
Yesterday I had a incredible Breakthrough…
Here is what it begins…in December of last year, I was given the book by a friend, actually I won it at my networking group for passing referrals, the book “Secrets of a Millionaire Mind”(more on the Millionaire Mind Intensive later).
For the entire year of 2010, I have been repeating the affirmation “I have a millionaire mind, and many other to shift my mind set around money from scarcity to abundance, as I have been broke my entire life. Throughout this entire year I have said these words and many other empowering words over and over again, written them down… shared them with others, truly given a 100% of my attention to believing in this…
My focus has finally paid off and through the process of going through a deep healing adventure with Susan Freedom a Mile Hi Practitioner and founder of the freedom center, I have had the most amazing “Radical Transformation” of all. At the end of our session, I formally declared with excitement and a depth of knowing-ness IN MY BODY that “I FEEL LIKE A MILLION BUCKS!”
I caught myself and realized what I had just felt and said, and put two and two together and realized I am there! I do have a millionaire mind and I DO FEEL like a million bucks!!!!
When I first read the book “Secrets of a Millionaire Mind” by T. Harv Eker, I was fascinated that he was applying the philosophy of Yoga to Money. I read through the various Wealth Files and the power of positive thinking and the deep desire to have that which you want, and it was all focused on feeling your worth around money. I was intrigued and fascinated because so much of what I read in the book, I have learned through my yoga practice, through personal development and self growth, yet had never ever thought about how this all related to scarcity/abundance and money in my life. It was like a deep “Aha Moment”! But how could I really get to the core of my money issues. Where did they come from?
At the beginning of the year, I found out the my former husband was taking me back to court. He decided he needed to re-adjust child support (as I am on the other end of this, I can write nicely about it, didn’t feel this way then, image a peaceful yogi cursing a lot ).
This process along with an emotional ordeal relating to a Yoga studio that Karmically ended up burning down/up) sent me into a financial tailspin. It lead me straight out of my amazing home which I was loving and into my parents basement (as humiliating as it was to move back home, it was a blessing for this single mom and for my daughter to live with Grandma for awhile). I knew deep in my heart there was healing to be done with my mom as well (mostly around $$$$), and it was temporary, as everything truly is.